老公检讨书
self-criticism of me
亲爱的老婆：
my dearly beloved wife:
首先对你说最后一句对不起。
我答应过自己很多对你要做的事情，我想为你做所有我能做的事情，好好爱你。
first of all， i am going to say “i’m sorry” for the last time.
i have promised myself to do many things for you， i would like to do all that i can for you， love you decently.
你为了我做了很多，但我总是不满足，你的爱就像一种可以让我上瘾的毒药，欲罢不能，总是想要更多。
you did a lot for me， but i am always not quite satisfied， your love to me like an addictive poison， can not but carry on， always want more.
自从那次事件之后，咱们的争吵就开始了，每次都是我引起，总在怀疑你，为了解决我心里不知道怎么出现的一个个小疑问，一遍一遍的跟我解释同样的问题，说同样的答案，之后便是你感受到的挫败和伤心。
since that incident， we began the quarrel， and every time i raise up the question. always suspecting you， in order to solve the problem that even me， myself do not know how that small doubt came up. over and over again with the same problem and you explained that with the same answer， and then is frustrated and sad that left to you.
我不喜欢和你不欢而散，留着问题，或者你觉得自己可以消化，我说过，那样总是消化最后一定会出问题，我要跟你在一起一辈子的，不想有那样的事情发生。
i do not like to just say byebye in a sad mood ， keep the questions awake， or let you think you can fix it yourself， i have said that， as it always will be the big problems after things that remained unsolved， i want a lifetime with you， and do not want that to happen.
好像每次都是在我做错几分钟之内便完全意识到自己的幼稚或者没为你着想，后悔药哪买去?
it seems that， every time i done something wrong and in the few minutes i am fully aware of my own fault. my naive or not think for you， what drugs to buy to regret?
是你让我重新感受到感情世界的存在，以前觉得那只是一群头脑发热的人为自己编造的世界，但自从有了你，一切都不一样了，世界似乎都在我眼中变得不一样，一切因为有你。